A handful of discussions over the past couple of weeks as well as a blog post that got me thinking about my submission and how I have come to understand and explain it over the years. Submission has become such a large part of who I am, what drives me, how I express love, how … Continue reading 138. It made sense upon reflection
Month: July 2017
I've never been the type that has been able to be hypnotized. That being said I'm sick of my brain feeling blocked and I have a friend currently delving into hypnosis so they have whipped up some audio training to try and help me out. The idea we are going for is to instill a … Continue reading 137. Experimenting with Hypnosis
I know that not all D/s practitioners are in loving relationships but many of us are. I believe that submission encapsulates a large number of things, some of which match our desires completely and others which may carry a series of conditions or some reluctance and hesitation. I have come across and experienced varying points … Continue reading 136. I love you so much that I ______.
A big thanks to Vanessa at Queening Chairs for reminding me that I still hadn't purchased Sardax's Venus in Furs book. Sardax is my favorite fetish artist of all time and served as one of my gateways into the realm of Femdom when I first stumbled upon his artwork circa 1997. While his pay site … Continue reading 135. Sardax’s Venus in Furs
It has taken quite a while but I'm finally starting to crack the fundamental differences in point of view that has caused me quite a few communication difficulties over the years. The main difficulty seems to be with the view of submission. It is very common for me to read the view that submission should … Continue reading 134. The Need for Mental Spaces
Recently a couple of blogs I follow have made requests for readers to share their sexual fantasies in an effort to give some inspiration for ideas. I have found that at some point I stopped having sexual fantasies. That's not to say that I don't fantasize, but I no longer really have singular specific acts … Continue reading 133. Individual Fantasies
The past couple of weeks I've been feeling, for lack of a better description, "dead inside." A series of events unfolded on the home front that once again have made my existence feel marginalized and taken for granted. This has been a recurring theme throughout the course of our relationship and first started happening at … Continue reading 132. Marginalized