467. Q&A from Porn Girl

Porn Girl was kind enough to ask me some questions in the comments of my last post.  Here goes.

1) When was the last time you “made love”, if ever?

Sometime in the fall of 2012.  It was before T had hip surgery.  We were intimate one more time after that where she gave me a hand-job.

2) When was the last time you went out of your way to perform a romantic gesture for someone and what was it?

This one is really hard for me to answer.  As things got worse with T, I felt discouraged from doing this.  If I did something special I felt taken for granted and if I made an effort to initiate intimacy for no reason she would pull away and start grilling me, asking me what I did wrong that needs forgiveness, etc.  I’m not a perfect guy by any means, but it reached a point where I had to ask for hugs and kisses were non-existent.

Near the end, all of this had downgraded to where the gestures became buying her a book or movie that I knew she wanted when I was at the store or bringing her some food if I was near a restaurant she liked.

With the Domme who has her eye on me, I try to make gestures every day to let her know that I am thinking about her and that she is important to me.

3) When was the last time you were deep in subspace?

Due to in-person dominance, 2012.  As for simulated in my mind, I reached it with assistance about a week ago, but I had been blocked for a few months before that.

4) What was the most intense subspace experience you’ve ever had?

The first time I was pegged, it absolutely broke me.  It took me almost a decade to release that hard limit but I did it because without it, she was looking to scratch that itch with others.  I wanted to be enough.

By the time it was over I was a mess of tears and sobs, unable to move.

5) What is your deepest fantasy of love/sex?

This is a tough call.  I have experienced almost everything “reasonable” that I had wanted to do, so that just leaves a pair of ones that fall into the extreme to unrealistic side of things.

  1.  To be completely broken into a slave (or slave-like entity if you are going from stricter slave definitions).
  2. To be in an F/f/m situation, where I am the lowest rank and must obey the other sub as well as the Domme.

 

Thank you for the questions.

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6 thoughts on “467. Q&A from Porn Girl

  1. Thank you ❤️💋 but….can you please elaborate?

    “Due to in-person dominance, 2012.  As for simulated in my mind, I reached it with assistance about a week ago,”

    I’m so curious. If it’s too intimate/personal I understand though.

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