560. Checking in 06/19/20

I am still alive… kind of.  

I started some anti-anxiety medications a few months ago for the first time in 20+ years and they have pretty much eradicated my submissive side and desire to be social so I haven’t been keeping up on reading blogs or writing.  This break will probably last until that part of me comes back.  

I did want to post and say that in the mean time I do have someone important to me that loves me and is supporting me as I weather out this period of my life.  This means a lot to me and I don’t know how I would be doing without them. 

I’m hoping my sub side returns and in turn, that I will have things to write about again that are applicable to this blog.

Take care.

6 thoughts on “560. Checking in 06/19/20

  1. I love you, my darling. It was an honor to be your Dominant when that was the relationship that made sense between us, and it’s an honor to be your girlfriend and your caretaker as we take on this new stage together. Whomever you wind up being, I hope you will allow me to be by your side, holding your hand and guiding you through it. I am so proud of you, and so thankful I was there at your very first munch back in the community so I could snap you up before anyone else did!

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  2. Thank you very much Fur for checking in and informing us about your condition. I even worried that the coronavirus affected you somehow as you were silent for so long (which is quite unusual for you, at least on this blog). Stay safe and be well both in your body and soul.
    Warm regards from Peter.

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  3. Hey! I’m glad you checked in to let us know you’re still here. It kinda sucks that you’re missing your submission right now, but I have confidence it will come back. Submission is an integral part of who you are. In the meantime, do what you need to do to take care of yourself.
    Congrats on meeting someone! We all told you that you would, you know. 🙂 Until you are able to write about submission again, you could fill us in on your new relationship. If you and she are comfortable with that, of course.
    *massive hugs*

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  4. Hey Fur! I’m so glad to see your post and that you have someone who loves and cares for you during this time away.
    I hope the medication helps and that your submission and want to write returns as well. Please keep in touch.

    -J.

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  5. Thank you for posting an update. I am delighted to hear that you have someone in your life now. Your past posts have been an inspiration to me, however, I am just resurfacing after a year-long recovery from multiple medical problems in 2019 plus Convid-19 lockdown. I also wanted to say that as a Psychologist I have never seen anyone as brilliant as you in writing about your inner self. I may never find a Domme, but your courage to write about yourself in such a delicate, accurate, and sensitive manner has helped me in many ways. Good luck and I look forward to reading future posts when and if it becomes relevant to you again.
    Thank you again. David

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