Category: Personal

512. Seasonal Depression 2019 Edition

When writing my last post I found myself struggling to "complete the thought" of the post while retaining the same train of thought I held when I began writing it.  As the words spiraled off it was a firm signal to me that my SAD (seasonal affective disorder) is in full swing.  I've been feeling … Continue reading 512. Seasonal Depression 2019 Edition

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500. Thoughts on Self-Acceptance

Out of all of the things that I have ever done in my life, self-acceptance is the most difficult mountain that I have ever tried to climb.  It is a work in progress.  It is a long-distance run with no end in sight. As the years go on, I find that myself as a person … Continue reading 500. Thoughts on Self-Acceptance

489. Thoughts upon me, the submissive

The history of my life has been one where I have never felt desirable nor attractive.  I have always been different.  Different in such a way that the difference would be the characteristic that stood out the most.  Different was bad.  I would have to be twice as good to be considered half as good.  … Continue reading 489. Thoughts upon me, the submissive

488. 5-Month Reflections upon my return to the local community

It was roughly 12 years ago that I left the local BDSM community due to the hateful drama, petty squabbles, and how that manifested itself in people's behaviors.  It was an experience that had born fruit, but had also soured and caused me to recoil deeply.  I didn't know who to trust.  It was easier … Continue reading 488. 5-Month Reflections upon my return to the local community

477. Thoughts about my Blog and meeting people

I have had something repeat at the munches that I have attended, and that is having attention called to my blog (it is linked from my fetlife profile).  For some reason this always causes an immediate bout of blushing and shyness and I am terrified to talk about it.  This is something I have been … Continue reading 477. Thoughts about my Blog and meeting people