Category: Personal

535. Midnight Thoughts on 08/19/19

Lately blogging has felt a bit more like a chore than a joy or an outlet. I can tell by the topics that I have been writing about and the tone/voice that I have been writing with, just how far out of my element I have been over the past few months.  It seems that … Continue reading 535. Midnight Thoughts on 08/19/19

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525. Reflections on my submission in the modern world

I apologize out of the gate for the rambling nature of this post.  I don't really know where I am going with it, I am just aware of a few thoughts that are trying to get out.  I'll do my best to make it readable and cohesive. The past few months in the local scene … Continue reading 525. Reflections on my submission in the modern world

489. Thoughts upon me, the submissive

The history of my life has been one where I have never felt desirable nor attractive.  I have always been different.  Different in such a way that the difference would be the characteristic that stood out the most.  Different was bad.  I would have to be twice as good to be considered half as good.  … Continue reading 489. Thoughts upon me, the submissive

488. 5-Month Reflections upon my return to the local community

It was roughly 12 years ago that I left the local BDSM community due to the hateful drama, petty squabbles, and how that manifested itself in people's behaviors.  It was an experience that had born fruit, but had also soured and caused me to recoil deeply.  I didn't know who to trust.  It was easier … Continue reading 488. 5-Month Reflections upon my return to the local community