Today was my 2-year anniversary here on WordPress. I just wanted to say thank you to the people who take the time to read, like, and comment here. I'm on a small hiatus from posting, but I'm sure that having something worth writing about will manage to come up sooner rather than later. Take care.
Porn Girl was kind enough to ask me some questions in the comments of my last post. Here goes. 1) When was the last time you “made love”, if ever? Sometime in the fall of 2012. It was before T had hip surgery. We were intimate one more time after that where she gave me … Continue reading 467. Q&A from Porn Girl
I know that I haven't posted much lately. Things are going pretty well. Most of what I blog about is inspired by conversations and interactions with others. I had a lull of that for a few weeks and so there really wasn't a lot on my mind to write about. After about three weeks of … Continue reading 466. A Personal Update and A Request
I try to be even-keeled in my presence on the blogosphere. While I will rant now and then and express frustration, I generally don't get into beef in blog comments. Over the years I've been insulted or criticized countless times. I have always found some way to either try to tactfully defuse the situation or … Continue reading 464. There’s a First Time for Everything (2018)
I have been writing a lot lately but I realize that I have been writing a lot more logical, rational, and emotionally-detached thoughts than much involving my personal feelings. While I feel pretty safe to say that I am clear of my depression that lasted way too long this year, I'm not feeling 100%. My … Continue reading 457. A Personal Update
The state that I reach where I find myself blocked from my emotions, submissive feelings, and the like I will often refer to as feeling cloudy. It's not that I stop having thoughts, I just stop having complete thoughts, if that makes any sense. If any of you have ever been on general anesthetic for … Continue reading 439. A Cloudy Head
Well, I decided to go ahead and post all of the drafts that I had planned to scrap. Post 434 is the only one that I really wrote with any feeling behind it. The others... didn't really resonate within me but I posted them anyways. I haven't been able to feel submissive lately and that … Continue reading 438. Another Update
Three days in a row of temperatures in the 50's and sunshine and I finally don't feel like garbage. My brain is still a little bit cloudy, but the cobwebs cleared enough to write today. Things are looking up. Winter went way too long this year.
I have had a number of people check in with me since I haven't posted in 5 days, so I figured I should make a post. Yes, I am here and alive. My depression has peaked and I'm dealing with it as best I can but I have had to shut down emotionally for the … Continue reading 426. Update
It feels like about every 8 months or so I go through a phase where I think about perspectives that involve some form of fundamentally unbridgeable gap yet find myself wanting to dig in and understand why. Something I've known over the years is that what I seek from a relationship is different than most … Continue reading 423. Thoughts about Relationships