Category: Personal

513. Checking in

I figured it was about time to make a check in post.  I am still here.  I still plan to blog more.  I actually have had quite a bit going on lately, but I haven't had a compelling way of sharing it or talking about it to make it feel worth writing about it.  I … Continue reading 513. Checking in

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512. Seasonal Depression 2019 Edition

When writing my last post I found myself struggling to "complete the thought" of the post while retaining the same train of thought I held when I began writing it.  As the words spiraled off it was a firm signal to me that my SAD (seasonal affective disorder) is in full swing.  I've been feeling … Continue reading 512. Seasonal Depression 2019 Edition

489. Thoughts upon me, the submissive

The history of my life has been one where I have never felt desirable nor attractive.  I have always been different.  Different in such a way that the difference would be the characteristic that stood out the most.  Different was bad.  I would have to be twice as good to be considered half as good.  … Continue reading 489. Thoughts upon me, the submissive

488. 5-Month Reflections upon my return to the local community

It was roughly 12 years ago that I left the local BDSM community due to the hateful drama, petty squabbles, and how that manifested itself in people's behaviors.  It was an experience that had born fruit, but had also soured and caused me to recoil deeply.  I didn't know who to trust.  It was easier … Continue reading 488. 5-Month Reflections upon my return to the local community

477. Thoughts about my Blog and meeting people

I have had something repeat at the munches that I have attended, and that is having attention called to my blog (it is linked from my fetlife profile).  For some reason this always causes an immediate bout of blushing and shyness and I am terrified to talk about it.  This is something I have been … Continue reading 477. Thoughts about my Blog and meeting people