Some comments showed up today on Lady Grey's blog that kind of set me off a little bit. I read them and just thought "wow, this person is full of shit and doesn't get it." A lot of the words actually played into part of the clashes that my last entry talked about. When I … Continue reading Friday stuff. Yeah, good title.
(I wrote this late last night but my internet went down) To be honest, I'm not sure how much longer I will be blogging for. The vibe isn't there anymore. I love to read, write, and discuss ideas, but I don't feel like my ideas are applicable or representative anymore in today's environment. As those … Continue reading Late Night Thoughts on submission
A handful of discussions over the past couple of weeks as well as a blog post that got me thinking about my submission and how I have come to understand and explain it over the years. Submission has become such a large part of who I am, what drives me, how I express love, how … Continue reading It made sense upon reflection
I've never been the type that has been able to be hypnotized. That being said I'm sick of my brain feeling blocked and I have a friend currently delving into hypnosis so they have whipped up some audio training to try and help me out. The idea we are going for is to instill a … Continue reading Experimenting with Hypnosis
I know that not all D/s practitioners are in loving relationships but many of us are. I believe that submission encapsulates a large number of things, some of which match our desires completely and others which may carry a series of conditions or some reluctance and hesitation. I have come across and experienced varying points … Continue reading I love you so much that I ______.
It has taken quite a while but I'm finally starting to crack the fundamental differences in point of view that has caused me quite a few communication difficulties over the years. The main difficulty seems to be with the view of submission. It is very common for me to read the view that submission should … Continue reading The Need for Mental Spaces
Recently a couple of blogs I follow have made requests for readers to share their sexual fantasies in an effort to give some inspiration for ideas. I have found that at some point I stopped having sexual fantasies. That's not to say that I don't fantasize, but I no longer really have singular specific acts … Continue reading Individual Fantasies