603. Some reflections on my recent posts

I have noticed a tone in my posts over the past year and I'm finding it is predominantly defensive or negative. There are a lot of topics that I used to genuinely enjoy talking about, exploring in words, and discussing with others. More recently I am finding myself hesitant to write about them. I worry …

602. Thoughts on Forced Feminization (2023)

While I normally reserve this topic for my other blog, I have usually felt comfortable discussing it in an analytic sense here. I've been thinking about this a bit as I've been unpacking the and confronting my accumulated damage, particularly with how I fit into the world, kinky or otherwise. I have been well-aware of …

601. I did a new Femdom drawing

The inspiration for posts 598, 599, and 600 came from a drawing set that I had been working on for the past few days. As I talked about in 598, I am scared of including fetishy forced feminization content on this blog. The new drawing set can be found on my other blog. If people …

600. Thoughts on Pegging (2023)

As I've been analyzing various aspects of my life through a new lens lately, I have been thinking quite a bit about pegging. It's a complicated topic for me to dig into and I have written about it before, but I'm feeling the urge to get some thoughts out on it again. On the current …

599. Thoughts on Masks, Covered Faces, and Concealed Identity

I received a comment a few weeks ago from Reynardine on my post analyzing Femdom porn that got the gears turning in my brain. Those comments resurfaced while I was working on a drawing over the past few days. The comment included this paragraph: "Another common instant turn off is when the guy’s face is …

598. Thoughts on this Blog

In 2017 I made the decision to move from Blogger over to WordPress and doing a "rebranding." While my original blog got over 1.4M views, I was getting very few follows, likes, or interactions. When I started it in 2010, it was an attempt to own an identity that I struggled with but over time …

597. How I Learned to Fear Women

When I was in grade school in the late 1980s my school district lost a massive sexual harassment lawsuit. As a part of that settlement, the school district agreed to launch a massive sexual awareness education campaign to try and eliminate sexual harassment from schools. This campaign began when I was in the 6th grade …

596. Coming to terms with my current self

The past few weeks I have been wading through the mess that is my mental health, analyzing how my overlapping mental illnesses feed one another or force particular cycles. I have always known I am fucked up, but I don't think I knew how badly. I was first diagnosed with depression at 13, although I …

595. An Informal Systemic Analysis of Femdom Porn vs. Reality

I rewrote my previous post on gentle Femdom several times before posting it. The original version had a much larger exploration of "porn backlash," which is a negative response to Femdom porn by Dommes which leads to a shift towards styles of dominance that do not resemble that porn. I ended up cutting most of …

594. Thoughts on the Current Trends in Gentle Femdom (and Sadism)

I will start out by saying that I have no problems at all with gentle Femdom or gentle dominance. I think gentle dominance is a perfectly good thing for people to want to partake in and enjoy. I do think it is better suited for subs that submit and do what they want to do …