Originally posted on Fetlife I received a few comments on part 1 that I will reply to on their own, but I also wanted to write about one of them here because it was a good question. The equilibrium in which I live is a fragile balance that relies heavily upon having a firm understanding … Continue reading 579. WTF Sexuality? Part 2
Originally posted on Fetlife Trying to understand my sexuality was a lot easier when I was younger. Even though none of the words truly fit what I felt like I was, there were only a handful of words to choose from. Straight, Gay, Bi. Boom. Easy. Pick the one that is closest and run with … Continue reading 578. WTF Sexuality?
I am still alive... kind of. I started some anti-anxiety medications a few months ago for the first time in 20+ years and they have pretty much eradicated my submissive side and desire to be social so I haven't been keeping up on reading blogs or writing. This break will probably last until that part of … Continue reading 560. Checking in 06/19/20
For the first half of my life I was not a good person. I was selfish and sarcastic bordering on hostile. While I was able to force myself to change when I was around 16, the first 15 years aren't something I am very proud of. This past year I have started to connect all … Continue reading 131. Thoughts on a Friday
This past weekend I had a bit of an epiphany regarding my submission. It has only been in the past year or so that I was aware of the term "little" (as a noun) and how prevalent it was in the M/f realm. I have/had a very deep level of subspace which was pretty much … Continue reading 75. Personal ramblings on submission