483. Blindness

For as many times as people have told me that I am an insightful person, there are many ways where I am blind. Much of this blindness is self-inflicted.  I can remember back to my early teens thinking that life would happen for me like it did for others.  I would think a girl is …

482. Spiraling

Very recently I hurt someone dear to me.  Badly.  Life-changing bad.  A betrayal of all that I value the most.  It's something I can't undo. It was a little over a month ago that I made some choices.  It was only recently that I faced those choices and accepted the responsibility for them.  The end …

481. October Update

I thought I should probably check in with a post after receiving a number of messages from some of my readers. I have had zero desire to write lately (each attempt has been scrapped before it was finished).  I'm not really sure why, as when I am in the mode to write, pounding out 1-4 …