142. The First Mental Hurdle of Lifestyle D/s

Over the years I've mentored or given ongoing advice to a number of people involved in D/s and spanning both roles and genders for each role.  I find this process very rewarding and I always enjoy getting to know people and having back and forth exchanges, especially when it comes to exploring concepts, topics, and …

141. As things are

Over the past few weeks I have deleted at least a dozen posts rather than publishing them.  I can feel my mind spiraling into negative space and the effects are finally indisputable as I can definitely say that my depression is flaring up. During these times it seems that certain triggers put me into a …

140. Friday stuff. Yeah, good title.

Some comments showed up today on Lady Grey's blog that kind of set me off a little bit. I read them and just thought "wow, this person is full of shit and doesn't get it." A lot of the words actually played into part of the clashes that my last entry talked about. When I …

139. Late Night Thoughts on submission

(I wrote this late last night but my internet went down) To be honest, I'm not sure how much longer I will be blogging for. The vibe isn't there anymore. I love to read, write, and discuss ideas, but I don't feel like my ideas are applicable or representative anymore in today's environment. As those …