613. The End?

This will probably be my last post for a while. Possibly ever. Part of blogging for me has always been about reading other people's blogs and exchanging comments with people. Earlier in the week I read a post from someone I had been following for years and I found myself triggered by the content and …

612. Reintroducing Myself Part 4 – Relationships and Evolving Submission

609. Reintroducing Myself Part 1 – Early Life 610. Reintroducing Myself Part 2 – Origins of My Submission 611. Reintroducing Myself Part 3 – Origins of My Kinks I never had a vanilla relationship, but not for lack of trying. I wanted nothing more than to love someone with all of myself and to be loved by …

611. Reintroducing Myself Part 3 – Origins of My Kinks

609. Reintroducing Myself Part 1 – Early Life 610. Reintroducing Myself Part 2 – Origins of My Submission Continuing where I left off. This post may end up longer than the others. I will fully admit that writing this is proving difficult for me right now. My brain hasn't been working up to its normal capacity …

610. Reintroducing Myself Part 2 – Origins of My Submission

Picking up where I left off after 609. Reintroducing Myself Part 1. The ways that my submission and kinks were formed required the perfect storm of trauma, abuse, and being a child without a healthy emotional toolbox to deal with it all. The details from Part 1 cover the backdrop and environment I was living …

609. Reintroducing Myself Part 1 – Early Life

Due to my extended blogging breaks over the past few years, I figure I should probably do a post of this nature so that the people currently reading have a context and frame of reference for me and what I am writing about. I'm not sure how much detail I will go into on any …

608. Some notes and a question to those who are reading

Firstly, I wanted to say thank you to the people are reading my blog. I'm seeing a mix of new and old faces and that brings me some joy. I've taken blogging breaks before and each time I do it seems fewer and fewer people are still blogging and a lot of the people I …

607. Thoughts on Chastity, Genital Humiliation, and Sexual Confidence

A few months ago I stumbled upon a chastity device that sent my submissive feelings into overdrive. It's hard for me to articulate exactly what was going on, but seeing it gave me a mix of terror, extreme emasculation, and ultimately, fixation, while scenarios spun around in my mind of how embarrassing it would be …

606. Toxic Desires and Emotional Damage

The content of this post is likely going to have significant overlap with a few of my recent posts as I'm continuing to process my current self through various lenses. I may be bouncing back and forth a lot between my old self and current self, which are currently quite different. I hope it doesn't …

605. Thoughts on Consent and D/s

Over the past few years, I have noticed a marked decline in the open practice of D/s within my BDSM community. It has taken me quite a while to figure out what changed within the systems that brought this about. There's never just one reason for shifts like this and I feel like I'm finally …

604. Comments are getting spam filtered

A number of recent comments have been getting spam filtered for no apparent reason, which leads to me not being notified that I received a comment. I am trying to check on this daily but if your comment doesn’t appear within a day of sending it, feel free to contact me through the contact form …